god fucking dammit it keeps happening

I don't know why... but it seems i am always more creative and introspective or whatever when its 3 IN THE FUCKING MORNING!

the amount of shit i spew that may or may not be intellectual at times like these is astounding... it happens sometimes and i legit dont know why.

BUT: im gonna use that shit to write a god damn blog post in 2021

yeah we tumblr now... anyway wtf am i talking bout?

well...

I guess the money vacuum that is the current AAA FPS market would be a good start. I got the latest CoD and Battlefield both pre-ordered because im a piece of shit with no sense of value. 

okay maybe not the piece of shit part but I really need to learn accounting... fuck...

BF2042 had a buggy as fuck beta but that's not exactly my major concern: that would be the fucking ping system, idk who tf at DICE thought it would be a good idea to get rid of the Comma Rose that had been present in nearly every battlefield game since 2005 but my god they fucked up BAD. now you have to deal with a shitty Warzone style ping system but with about 50% more accuracy required (aka bullshit)

CoD Vangaurd is confusing as fuck... when I first heard the rumours around march 2021 or whatever It sounded super fake but then the alpha and shit came out and well: the alpha was an abomination, but the beta had some cool shit. though some of the guns were buggy as fuck like the ITRA Burst phasing through your hands every time you reloaded the damn thing and the yellow dot sights causing your guns take up the entire bottom of the screen Destiny style; which was particularly annoying on the MG-42 and STG-44)

Speaking of which... how THE FUCK am i supposed to afford D2 this year? 

Destiny is a cool game. I'd highly recommend it to people with a console lying around though the DLC still needs to be purchased separately.

Destiny 2 is an exorcism performed on your wallet every time the new expansion launches. and its probably gonna get worse each year. The Final Shape is gonna be like 300 bucks mark my words...

Destiny 2 also isn't F2P though i may be biased as an avid Joker enjoyer. I got a friend to slog through the garbage opening quest only to be greeted by a "you need PS Plus to play online" box. What a load of bullshit. 

oh, Also S.T.A.L.K.E.R. 2 is finally coming out ON XBOX! That's how I got my Series X!

i guess that's it for now... i think im actually tired maybe fuck

join me next time for whatver the hell i think of next ugkb

fdgs